dream world

teenage-fbi:

fruit flies have invaded my entire life and a little bit after these photos i found 3 dead fruit flies in the bottom of my wine glass.  luckily i was too drunk to care or cry even.  but, when i am not drunk, i am at war!!!!! fruit flies!!!!!!!!!  the worst!!!!!!!!!!!!!  crying about it!!!!  constant verge of fruit fly tears.

you are allowed to like this photo of me guys. i will not mistakenly think you are pro-fruit fly, i will know it is because you think i’m cute

teenage-fbi:

i know a lot about boy-ing in a band while being a terrible human.  pretty much have phd in be a boy in a band (be a boy with a guitar, be a boy with a platform), be a terrible human.

i am happy to dispense my knowledge unto you.  i work best in 96 pt. helvetica, powerpoint and facebook messenger, these are my best platforms, but also i am flexible.

"these are my platforms"  this was a moment in time

Every day we slaughter our finest impulses. That is why we get a heartache when we read those lines written by the hand of a master and recognize them as our own, as the tender shoots which we stifled because we lacked the faith to believe in our own powers, our own criterion of truth and beauty. Every man, when he gets quiet, when he becomes desperately honest with himself, is capable of uttering profound truths. We all derive from the same source. there is no mystery about the origin of things. We are all part of creation, all kings, all poets, all musicians; we have only to open up, only to discover what is already there.

Henry Miller

#this is an ironic thing to have stored in my drafts for eternity #releasing my drafts into the universe (add this to the list of things i am compacting to do at 27)  (you know - metaphorically) (you know that right?????  you must)

WAVVES - Green Eyes

this album gives me pretty serious 1999 astro lounge on repeat feelings which is “pretty crazy” i guess, since admitting to having every single word / second of some (ok, the) smash mouth album committed to memory is not, technically, a thing you are supposed to do, but.  

#drafts lol #consuming music in a way you aren’t “supposed to” forever 4ever 4ever ever ever (lol what is this a 2010 album?????  this is an old old old draft)

2006???????????????????

2006???????????????????


love seat 2006-2010
a 220 slide ppt presentation

not that this love seat doesn’t deserve a project, but ??????????

love seat 2006-2010

a 220 slide ppt presentation

not that this love seat doesn’t deserve a project, but ??????????

bed is help

drinks with straws are help

compiling a list of things that help is help

remembering you are a body is not help

help help help

i think my blood is sludge

there’s a lot of weird stuff in my drafts

#drafts #from when / for what

#drafts #from when / for what

teenage-fbi:

compacts for 27
continue to be an embodiment of chaotic goodness
continue to be
stop placing value on people’s ideas about what i am / can not be
lead with trust in my own instinct and intelligence
produce objectively 
consume subjectively 
forgive you for what you don’t understand
forgive me for what is not understood
fidelity to self no matter the platform
fidelity to self no matter the reception

i am doing some respectable work at this being 27 thing i think

Archers Of Loaf - Hate Paste
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alltherestistreason:

Archers Of Loaf
Hate Paste
Icky Mettle, 1993

you say you don’t like it but you just don’t get it is / was an important back-pocket thing for me

Archers of Loaf - You and Me
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xygni:

"You and Me" by Archers of Loaf

icky mettle is a near perfect thing.  i prob put in the most time with “hate paste” and “learo you’re a hole” (bc it filled such a good spot on my “songs i didn’t have feelings about before you put your hands on me / gonna make it through this year / gonna pull off this bandaid” playlist) (which all started with that little boots’ earthquake song, of all things haha) but i probably like this song the most.  mid-90s rock songs that creep up on you (see also that vitreous humor song: my midget) (i used to hate long intros, but people grow up guys, you can change the way you feel)

also maybe i actually like this song for what a perfect lead in it is to the best part of that album, which feels like cheating, which feels a bit like liking the palate cleanser between dinner courses the best, but that also sounds like a thing i would do, so.

fruit flies have invaded my entire life and a little bit after these photos i found 3 dead fruit flies in the bottom of my wine glass.  luckily i was too drunk to care or cry even.  but, when i am not drunk, i am at war!!!!! fruit flies!!!!!!!!!  the worst!!!!!!!!!!!!!  crying about it!!!!  constant verge of fruit fly tears.